Ian || Sebastian || Primrose [Pathetic Lust, Thus We Crumble]
The sounds of Jamaica, snare drums and all, were getting louder in Prim’s head, prompting her to open her eyes. The familiar scene of Ian and Pierre’s room was slowly coming into focus with each blink, Lyn at the corner of her vision. Prim extended her arms as she sat up, allowing herself to stretch.
“How long was I-” Prim began to ask, turning around. She stopped mid-sentence upon realizing that Ian was no longer by her side, or even in the room for that matter. Prim stood up, ready to look for her things, when a half eaten carrot caught her eye. She picked it up and made her way across the room to Pierre’s bed, grabbing her cell phone off Ian’s nightstand on her way. A small smile appeared on her face when Lyn’s ears perked up as she neared the pygmy goat.
“I’m sure Pierre won’t mind,” Prim said to no one in particular, taking a seat on the navy blue sheets of Pierre’s bed. With one hand, the Armonite fed Lyn the carrot and began texting Ian with the other.
I know you and the only reason you’d ever get out of bed this late is for food. You’d be my favorite person in the world if you got me two chicken ring sandwiches from White Castle. Thanks!<3
Primrose had just hit send when she heard footsteps coming up the stairs. Assuming it was Ian, she stood up and put her jacket on before picking up her purse. As she guessed, the Montgomery male opened the door, standing face to face with Prim.
“I was just about to head out, thanks for -” she paused when she studied his face. “What’s wrong? Did you get White Castle?”
Ian walked into the Montgomery house, burger in one hand and a take out bag in the other. His evening had been a bit much, even for him. He had expected to go to White Castle, walk through the Drive-Thru and climb back into bed before Prim even noticed. Instead he made a trip to the hospital, which was easily his least favorite place in the world. Nevertheless, after checking Leon in and watching as the nurses pumped his stomach and was assured of his stability, Ian meandered out with weak promises to return.
Already slightly on edge, this may have been a record for how clean he had been, the drive-thru worker gave him shit about not being in a vehicle. In the end, Ian got the food he wanted anyway, but not without a few tossed out words specifically ‘wanker’ and no-no words about the worker’s mother.
Regardless, Ian ate as he walked toward his room. His phone buzzed in his pocket but he disregarded it. Before opening the door, he had resolved to tell her in the morning, but that plan was tossed out the window when she stood, dressed, on the other side of the door. Not expecting this, his face blanked automatically. Taking in a deep breath, he nodded. “Y-yeah, I went to White Castle.” He extended the bag to her.
“We should walk and talk.” He muttered, holding open the door and leading her out of the room. Though this wasn’t the way he had hoped to break the news of her “best friend”s recent hospital check-in. He hoped that food would soften the blow, but now he wished he hadn’t eaten half of her favorite chicken sandwich.
Sebastian’s last thoughts were of the cold and a picture of his best friend and him. Things weren’t always so great between them, and now was the least of those times. Gaining his conscienceness back, his eyes still closed, he felt pain in his abdomin. Sebastian, laying down helplessly, knew exactly where he was and wished he wasn’t at. The hospital would be the worst place to be for him right now, especially since he knew that people at Weston would find out and the gossip would soon unfold.
But most of all, he knew that Prim would come by and he’d have no choice but to lay there and listen. Being well aware that she was completely upset wit him, he still knew that she would come by some time in the hospital that he stayed. He knew this because he’d do the same. After being best friends for all these years, they were practically the same person in more ways than one.
Sebastian’s eyes still closed, he began to think of every possible way Primrose would enter his room here. She could be angry, she could be concerned, or she could not care at all. There were many possibilites of what she’d be when she’d come. But Sebastian really didn’t care. All he wanted was to see her, regardless of her reaction of where he was at or what she had to say. Knowing that she was fine and happy, even if she did leave him for another guy, he’d be okay.
Once he’d found the courage to open his eyes, he squinted, trying to adjust to the very bright lighting in his room. Finding barely enough strength to look around, he inclined his bed to sit up and felt the pain in his stomach sharpen. He groaned in pain, only to continue looking around to see nurses walking back and forth outside his door.
He decided to rest his eyes again once he found what he was looking for but wished he didn’t see. His clothes were at the table next to him, with Prim’s picture right on top. He shuddered, bringing more pain within himself. Letting out a deep sigh, he tried to calm himself back down, hoping for the best to come at the moment.
Hours past before Sebastian got himself back into a woken state due to a nurse entering his room in the hospital. It wasn’t fully opened while the nurse partially entered herself with a slight smile to reassure him things were okay before speaking, “You’ve got some visitors,” she said.
Hearing this made him panic. He didn’t know who’d it be and didn’t know exactly what to say. If it were Melanie, he’d be clueless about what to tell her since he knew that she’d put this right into the gossip blog. He was afraid of telling anyone what really happened, but he nodded in approval to the nurse as he watched her back out and leave a crack of the door open for his visitors to enter.
His bed was declined when he woke up, making it more of an effort for him to look presentable on the hospital bed. Sebastian, inclining it now, didn’t dare to look at the door.
But he knew that he eventually had to.
There was no particular way he’d have known who it was. There was no familiarity in the footsteps or her breathing. It was just the feeling of her presence near him and her scent that drove him into a place where he knew she was there instantly. This time, however, something was different. There was a different type of feeling in the room.
He wasn’t sure if it was because of the few previous nights that he’d been spending with his time, and the night he’d spent with Brianna after he drank. But it was definitely different. He shifted his eyes to see her, only to recognize the slightly familiar face standing next to him.
Sebatian’s heart dropped, which clearly showed in the electrocardiograph. His heart rate began to speed up from being nervous, his eyes getting a bit teary-red, but not enough to be noticeable. He couldn’t hold a gaze any longer as his eyes moved towards Prim, only to see how close their bodies were.
So this is Ian.. the guy you left me for, were the thoughts that crossed Sebastian’s mind. Looking down at his hands, needles poking into them, and didn’t say a word. His frown getting bigger, Sebastian breathed slowly, trying not to let this get to him before looking up.
Choking on words, he thought of anything he could say. Just hello, or how’re you doing. But he couldn’t do it. The only word he could spit out at the moment was the two lettered word, “Hi.”
OOC:
So I’m back, but won’t be on as much as I used to. I’ve got to rest up and what not. Thanks for the messages guise. So loving, all of you :’D
Self-Para || Overdosed on Love
Nights like this weren’t always so great for Sebastian, especially since it was basically the biggest fight he’d ever had with Primrose. It’d been a few days past the break up he’d had with Primrose, only leaving him aching more and more each day. For these past few days, all Sebastian had been doing was drinking the day away, smoking packs at a time, doing anything to relieve the pain and forget what had happened that night.
Sebastian lacked sleep, but the short times he’d allow his mind to wander off on its own, the memory of Primrose walking in on him drunk with Brianna kept replaying in his mind. He couldn’t stand the look on her face, the sound of her voice, and how broken he felt once he realized what exactly was going on. It wasn’t that he expected Primrose to forgive him automatically, but he felt as if he deserved a little bit more than she’d given him. Sebastian was at least hoping for more time to explain what was going through his mind and what was happening. He wanted at least a couple more minutes to allow him to recollect himself since she knew exactly how he was when he wasn’t sober. Sebastian was well aware of the fact that Primrose knew he was reckless when he was drunk and how he goes insane during painful times.
If she wasn’t so ignorant, she might’ve been able to put two and two together. He thought to himself as he walked around, a half empty bottle of pills in his pockets. His thoughts were just as invalid as his actions that night. He hadn’t been sober at all since he began drinking that night. He hadn’t even gotten the chance to think anything that happened through. All he knew at this moment was that he fucked up. And what he didn’t know was if he’d ever get Primrose back.
But in all honesty, that’s all he really wants.
Sitting down on a bench with the dimmest light showing on him, Sebastian’s tears began to run down his face once more. He allowed a few gasps for air and sighs to be let out. His heart was pumping fast: each second, a new pill popped into his mouth. Losing count of all the pills he’d taken in, his world started to slow down.
Tiny flashbacks of when Primrose and Sebastian were kids showed in his head like the time when they’d first met. The way he’d fallen and how she had helped him back up, the way her suitcase flew open and it was only he who was there to see what was in it, being the only one knowing that she still had those dolls she came to WHA with today; even those times where they’d attended school-wide dances before she met scot and danced together, ever so awkwardly; also days where Primrose would come crying to him when Scott had hurt her, only to have them end up in the woods at their very spot. The thought of the spot they went to at Wright Pond hit him in the heart hard.
He remembered the night they found that spot and all the countless nights they’d spent there talking, crying, laughing… but most of all, being together.
Sebastian would’ve never thought that the spot they’d created to be their own would be the spot where he began to slowly lose her.
All of a sudden, a tunnel of vision overcame Sebastian’s sight as he sat up and looked at the dim light. His heart rate went from fast to slow with every single breath he let out. The grip he had on the near to empty bottle of pills with one hand slowly began to release itself. Collecting enough strength for Sebastian to be able to look down on his other hand, he got one last glimpse of a picture he’d been holding on to for the past few days.
It was a picture of Prim and him, hugging, in the first few years of their relationship. A small smile formed on his lips which only lasted a few seconds.
And in those few seconds, he lost himself in all unconsciousness.Out of Character
Hi. This is Jay’s girlfriend. Jay’s gonna be out for awhile and he wanted me to apologize to anyone he owes paras to.
Rosie.
Fuck off Ian, this has nothing to do with you.
And Prim, don’t be like that. You know how I am, you know I can’t control these things when I’m drunk. You of all people should know that.
Are you still trying to find a way to make this okay? I really gotta go. Later, Seb.
Fuck then. You know what?
(Source: leon-s)
Rosie.
This is different. I’m not going to suck a guy’s dick, Seb. Don’t try and justify what you did.
Just leave me alone for now and please go find that knife. We’ll talk later.. when you don’t reak of alcohol.
Fuck off Ian, this has nothing to do with you.
And Prim, don’t be like that. You know how I am, you know I can’t control these things when I’m drunk. You of all people should know that.
(Source: leon-s)
The Heartbreak Aftermath || Sebastian and Brianna
Brianna bit her lip, slightly surprised by Sebastian’s quick movements. She arched up into his touch and returned his kiss roughly, a finger trailing down his arm. It didn’t surprise her that he was drunk, she had grown used to these situations and actually found them to be more interesting than some of the sober encounters that she had experienced. I wonder if he’s the type to forget a drunken night… She shrugged the thought off and returned to making her visitor more comfortable.
It was hard to keep a straight face as she listened to his words. I’ve never heard it put quite that way. She kissed him to stop his talking and tugged at his shirt, pressing closer as she did so. “Why don’t we get rid of some of this, hmm,” she motioned to his clothing and smirked.
Nodding in agreement, Sebastian rolled onto his back, his shirt already half off, his hands then rushing to unbelt himself and take off his pants, now only having his boxers to remain on him. He then got back on top of Brianna, his lips still smashing against hers as he felt himself slowly harden up.
Smirking at how she slowly began getting wet, Sebastian slid one hand behind her back and unlatched her bra, helping her take it off her chest and throw it to a corner of the room. One hand tracing over them, Sebastian pressed his crotch against hers, feeling the wetness of her pussy slowly starting to show on her underwear. He reached into to his pants that were still on the bed with his other hand, grabbing out from his pocket a condom that he took with him just in case something happened tonight.
Slowly now, he slid off the one last remaining cloth on Brianna, his whole body moving down along with her underwear until his head was just right about in front of her pussy. Sebastian’s fingers slowly rubbed against the line between her lips, his tongue following along the trail of wetness before fully pressing his lips against her pussy and entering her with his tongue.
Sebastian took Brianna’s legs and placed them over his neck as he pulled her down while he got onto his knees on the floor. He quickly buried his face into her, sucking the juices out of her, his tongue digging into her for more to be released, and a finger or too squeezed into her for more of Brianna’s enjoyment. He smirked to himself while he was down there, the taste of her made him even harder, leading him to take his boxers off to reveal his hard dick. Once he was satisfied with the taste of her pussy, he sat back up on her bed and led her hands to his penis. He grabbed her by the back of her head and gestured her to go down on him as well.
A grin on his face, he began groaning once she did. He watched her head move up and down with her whole mouth enclosing his dick, when all of a sudden, he heard a noise at the door.
(Source: leon-s)
